There was a time when I was so disconnected from my own feelings that I thought I was in perfect health and life was smooth. Until I got burnout symptoms and started psychotherapy treatments. It was only then that I discovered my emotional development got blocked as a child due to traumas and that the many unresolved traumas continued to trigger a variety of health challenges. I began a healing journey of many years, meeting psychotherapists, energy healers and readers, astrologers, and doing a yearlong shamanic transformation. Meanwhile, as I grew more and more connected to my own feelings, patterns started to dissolve, and old interests and structures built in my old life began to drastically change.
Something magical happened in February 2022. While in the bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror, I suddenly had an unknown feeling. After some time I realized it was the feeling of being fully connected with myself. Suddenly, there was true joy and happiness in that moment. Since then life has drastically changed. My old self has transformed into my authentic self. My old self had an overly active analytical mind, enjoyed sports that demanded physical strength, and never really appreciated theater and dance, although I did focus on a career as a singer-songwriter, but nevertheless never really expressed emotions or set boundaries to others. My authentic self has been awakened as a Healer, enjoying ballet, rediscovering music & life, able to express emotions, to truly feel, and being aware of my own intuition.
The Healer 